CD 17&18 +OPK

Thats right, I had a pos opks cd 17 and 18, smileys =] =] =] =] so happy, dh and i had sex yesterday, about to do it now, than tommorw, and im going to call it good!! LOL! I can only obesess so much! HAHA!

Cycle 4- CD !4

Well no sign of O yet, I took the clomid on cd 3-7 this time instead of 5-9. I have an ultrasound set up for Tuesday and noon, no tech is there on friday...go figure right. GRR! Hoping I get a pos OPK soon.

AF*FML

Well AF should up yesterday about 6 days early!! I guess its great that I dont have to wait a week wondering if im Preg, im happy she showed up! =D Now time to start the process all over! Joy

And than there was nothing

I feel like writing today, I took another test this morning with FMU, after alot had reported seeing a line on my test yesterday at 13dpo..Well there was no line this morning, no matter how many pictures i take, or how many times i stare at it NOTHING..I cant really say that im to suprised, I figured it, I guess when you are TTC, it seems like it will never happen.

Im alittle crushed by it actually, a shed of hope ran through me, that was just shot down and ripped apart. I guess to many who are TTC they may say that 3 months TTC isnt that long and that im still young, but anyone who is TTC knows that dont matter it feels like a life time to you.. Im literlly so afraid that I will never have a baby, or I will never be able to give my husband a baby, and it scares me so much.. I have always wanted to be a mommy ever since i can remeber.. I guess next cycle we will do better, it probably hasnt happened because of sex timing is off, we are so bad, we have a habit of late night sex, i probably miss my surge.

I guess on the bright side AF is due on thurs (21st) so my testing could still be early, according to count down to pregnancy i shouldnt be testing till next week..however we will see there may still be hope..but im not counting on it..Until next time.

K-

BFP?

http://s1204.photobucket.com/albums/bb401/Kpanique/?action=view&current=707676006_2529305098_0-1.jpg&t=1331859251083

NOT FMU

9DPO

Well here i am at 9DPO. Took 3 tests last night and nothing..way to early tho. I have creamy cm still, and up from 97.4 to 97.6.. starbucks made me feel sick =[

you can see the tests here my mom swears there is a line but i dont see crap
http://i1137.photobucket.com/albums/n502/mommalove1956/7882001e.jpg

8DPO

Well im on 8dpo, temp has been the same for three 3days, still creamy CM! IDK, ugh I just really hope we caught the little egg!! But im not getting to optimistic, no point, until I know for sure! Not much to say today, just wanted to update everyone.