Cycle 4- CD !4

Well no sign of O yet, I took the clomid on cd 3-7 this time instead of 5-9. I have an ultrasound set up for Tuesday and noon, no tech is there on friday...go figure right. GRR! Hoping I get a pos OPK soon.

AF*FML

Well AF should up yesterday about 6 days early!! I guess its great that I dont have to wait a week wondering if im Preg, im happy she showed up! =D Now time to start the process all over! Joy

And than there was nothing

I feel like writing today, I took another test this morning with FMU, after alot had reported seeing a line on my test yesterday at 13dpo..Well there was no line this morning, no matter how many pictures i take, or how many times i stare at it NOTHING..I cant really say that im to suprised, I figured it, I guess when you are TTC, it seems like it will never happen.

Im alittle crushed by it actually, a shed of hope ran through me, that was just shot down and ripped apart. I guess to many who are TTC they may say that 3 months TTC isnt that long and that im still young, but anyone who is TTC knows that dont matter it feels like a life time to you.. Im literlly so afraid that I will never have a baby, or I will never be able to give my husband a baby, and it scares me so much.. I have always wanted to be a mommy ever since i can remeber.. I guess next cycle we will do better, it probably hasnt happened because of sex timing is off, we are so bad, we have a habit of late night sex, i probably miss my surge.

I guess on the bright side AF is due on thurs (21st) so my testing could still be early, according to count down to pregnancy i shouldnt be testing till next week..however we will see there may still be hope..but im not counting on it..Until next time.

K-

BFP?

http://s1204.photobucket.com/albums/bb401/Kpanique/?action=view&current=707676006_2529305098_0-1.jpg&t=1331859251083

NOT FMU

9DPO

Well here i am at 9DPO. Took 3 tests last night and nothing..way to early tho. I have creamy cm still, and up from 97.4 to 97.6.. starbucks made me feel sick =[

you can see the tests here my mom swears there is a line but i dont see crap
http://i1137.photobucket.com/albums/n502/mommalove1956/7882001e.jpg

8DPO

Well im on 8dpo, temp has been the same for three 3days, still creamy CM! IDK, ugh I just really hope we caught the little egg!! But im not getting to optimistic, no point, until I know for sure! Not much to say today, just wanted to update everyone.

Heartburn like b*tch

Urgh, I have heartburn, I NEVER get heart burn!! Today my temp dropped down to 98.4, fifth day of creamy CM, kind of gassy..LOL. I decited to take a preg test today just for the fuck of it, thought there was a little line, but it was just smeared I think, but thatn again im 8 days to soon. LOL! Pure bordum! Also felt some fluttering in my uterus today, some light cramping/backache.. God I hope AF isnt around the corner... anyways going for now im tired.

CD 21

Well I got wends-friday off!! whoo-hoo, just what i needed some much needed time to rest!! Nothing to really report today, me and my Basal Theomometor got in a fight this AM!! It wasnt giving me a new reading than i finally got one at 7am of 98.9 than i tryed again after i woke up at 12 and got 98.7 so i just used the one i got this morning of 98.9. Other than that very creamy CM.. Thats about it.

CD20

Just got home from the DR not that long ago, had my Vag ultrasound today, found fluid in the pelvis do to a release of an egg! FF changed my ovulation date to CD 17 (sat) which makes more sence since we had our POS OPK that day and O pains. Eigher way I dont care when it happend aslong as we caught the egg!! I really hope this worked!! This TTW will suck =[

CD 19..3dpo

Well I tested again last night, still neg. So only one pos OPK this cycle..that is okay tho.. I think CD 16 my test sticks one may have been a + If i dated the dumb things I would know. LOL. Anyways here are the stats

CD 16 fri-
temp 97.7
- opk
BD/soft cup

CD 17 sat-
temp 98.0
+opk
bad o pains

CD 18 sun-
temp 98.4
-opk
slight o pain
BD/soft cup/pre seed

CD 19 today (mon)-
temp 98.4
havent tested today
no o pain

According to FF I Oed on CD 16 according to my temps, which is all good, but why no pos, why no o pains..I think i may have Oed on CD 17..Im not sure.. Anythoughts?  Got my dr apt tommorw...I also really need to start taking those damn pre natals.. I should be on my 3rd refill..and im only on my first bottle.

Cd 16 and 17

Okay, I am bad, I forgot to blog yesterday!! Well yesterday on lunch, I took a digi OPK, and guess who showed up? That is right a BFS (big fat smiley), I was so ecstatic, I still was today too, until I went to test and got a BFN..Ugh so disappointing. Not to mention i had a .4 raise in my temp today, pretty sure we may have Oed yesterday but we BD on friday so im hopping we caught the little egg!! FF still hasnt confirmed my Oing yet, maybe tommorw..I will retest to night..Anyways that is all for now..we will be BDing tongiht!!

CD 16

Hello CD 16!! So nice to see you again, LOL! Okay well today I checked my CM and it was very strechy EWCM!!(YAY!!!) So miss Ella and I ventured off to Fred Meyer to buy some better OPKS, well they didnt have any, so we are leaving and little E wanted to sit on the horse (mechanical), so I put her on put a quater in she freaks out..typical..

So we head off to wal-mart...I hate wal-mart..Anyways after 10 mins, we find the OPKS, great!! Pay, and head home.. Jump out of the car, head to the potty, grab a cup, pee, scan of the directions, get the test prepared.. Now im waiting for the O or =D...waiting, 1 min, 2 min..BLANK! WTF..so of cource me being the stalker that I am, waits until I have to pee again, repeat waht i did last time, and long be hold O no =D... What a disapointment...GRR..$40.00 tests and just grr!! Oh well they is always tommorw- LOL--

CD 16:
97.6 (vag temp)
EWCM-VERY STRECHY!!

CD 15

Today is CD 15, so far ive had watery, sticky, strechy CM! All the EWCM is gone.. TMI i know =D! I orderd some pre-seed today, I really hope it works as good as it says it does, that stuff isnt cheap! I dont really have much to say today! TTFN

Our Journey~

Well my name is Kelli, and my husband is Brandon. We have been married almost one year  on May 27th, 2012, and been together 6 years. We are TTC our first baby, I have PCOS, which makes this so hard, emotional, and just irrateing. Here is a break down-

Nov 21st- Dr Apt
-Prenatals
-100 mg clomid cd 5-9
-Prover- jump start period

Cycle 1-
Lasted 30 days

Cycle 2-
Lasted 38 days

Both cycles 1 and 2 had positive OPKS around cd 17-21..it varied

Now once im on cycle 3, I joined the VIP on fertility friend, to help chart everything, I really like it. I am vaginally temping this cycle,  took 150mg of clomid, have a dr apt on the cd 20 (current 15) hopefully checking follicules.. I also order fertility tea but im bad at drinking it (damn memory), and just ordered pre-seed today, as well as using soft cups!=D I also had alittle EWCM yesterder (cd 14).. But this is just a little cap to get everyone caught up!!